Astha's Corner

It's a great task to survive, With a mind colourful and naive. Eyes that refuse to shut, And sometimes scream enough. Ears dance to the rhythm, Yearns to hear freedom. Hiding those shaky-hands, Till how long I really can? Words that always shout, Can barely escape my mouth. Labels are heavily weighing, Time is honestly slaying. Talking least about things that matter, Hiding those feelings that make me shatter. Morning struggles to shine, Emptiness hold the blinds. Everywhere that I fail, Misery follow my trails. Hence all I do is Crawl, Bury myself in Waterfall. This is Wrong. Play that Song. Face those feelings. Keep your sane. Stand up Straight. Find your Healing. Hate is a Burden. Love is a Certain. This is my Believing.         

Trying to be Different, But how Dare Me? Following my Interest, NO! I can't fly free. Fascinating Dreams, It's just my Brain. After-all I'm just a Teen, Only emotions Insane. So let's give it a Shot, I wanna be on Top, Live like a way; I've been taught.  Then Why Suppress? Why this Stress? Why I'm turning to a Mess? Hold UP! I've got this, I'm gonna turn it bliss. Swallow the Words, With some Doubts. Oh My Lords! Help me OUT! No Mob Screams, Low self-esteem, I got to succeed by all means. And now the wave hit the shore, Maybe it'll silence all those roars. Where's the water? That'll drown me deep. You're not that better, Have you been asleep? This is not your thing, You can't do that. A voice that flinged, Again started a chat. Dare to be Different, Dare to be Free. You're Magnificent, Rethink what you can Be? Stand-Outs can't Fit In, Struggle make them Win. If that's not how it&#

So, it appears my family is very much concerned about my future. That's why every week whenever I'm using my phone infront of my mother she ends up saying, "Just say it openly that you don't wanna study anymore & earn your living. So we start to find you a guy as soon as you Graduate!" *Insert Angery Snores and Probably my Screaming Tears* Maybe she's over-concerned about my career or is it my Marriage. I'm still figuring that out. ( Yeah! I wrote about my mother. Sorry not sorry to anybody offended. ) Basically as always I was clueless about my new post topic. So I turned to my 3 Great advisors Nishtha, Ritu and Tumblr. Who surprisingly said only one thing. LOVE. Why? Why? Why everyone wants to tease me over my Hopelessly Single life. I know Zayn still don't know me even after now that he has turned single. But just have some patience okay! I'm tweeting him everyday. Just Have Faith. But let's give this topic a Try! The first thing,