Screaming creatures are underneath me,
Struggling to tear me all out.
Situations I'm so afraid to see,
Shutting my mouth to scream it loud.
How can I try to define it,
This feeling that's boiling up inside.
Since when I tried to open a bit,
My words shattered in-front of my eyes.
"It's normal." everybody struggles something,
But why they don't admit it then?
It's not normal to feel helpless within,
Suffocated by these turmoil's until when?
It's not always the same way though,
Euphoria & Tiredness oscillate within.
At the next moment I never know,
Why can't I ever fit in?